Phone jots

Sometimes randomly, God will reveal some little truth to me throughout the day.  And I don't want to forget these snippets of truth, so I jot them down in my phone's memopad.  I actually have quite a few different memos started that I just add to whenever the need arises.

One of the memos is titled "Reality" and these are the thoughts that are currently jotted down in it:

At this point in time, I want to be in a relationship for selfish reasons.  And until I change that, not only is it not going to work out, it really shouldn't happen at all.
-10/08/11
-Still true 11/22/11

Marriage doesn't produce happiness, it produces holiness. My sins will be revealed to me as well as my husband. I'm certainly not ready for that now. When will I be?
-12/24/11

Right now I do not want to be in a relationship. Not until I start changing some things about myself that I want to change: increase physical fitness, a servant's heart, less laziness, less TV, etc.
-03/04/12

I still want to change things about myself and I have goals. But I just realized that I will always be having things to work on because I just saw a note I wrote titled, "Goals for the 08/09 school year." I'm supposed to be changing and growing in the ways the Lord shows me.
-04/11/12

When I start to learn about the dreams of the man I'm going to marry, I will not just support them so I don't crush them. I will support them because I will be able to dream them with him and they will become my dreams if they aren't already.
-05/06/12

 Maybe at some other time I will post some of the other memos that I have jotted down...